When you marry someone and have kids, you miss the family you used to know. How often do you guys miss your family? I mean, come on.. Even I, I admit to myself that I sometimes miss them when I browse old pictures.
I moved away and I thought I left everything and once in a while I miss them so bad. I never thought I'd say this.
I tend to refuse thinking about them over time because in such cases, I would plan to visit them and surprise them.. Or maybe treat them.. Like I would usually do. And then regret everything after having conflicts. Then, it would happen again, over and over again. It's just like Tom and Jerry's never-ending chase. I do not know if it is me, or them. Or do they understand me, or do i understand them. Did I confuse you, reader?
My family has fallen apart, I am lonely and sad and I sometimes hope that things would get better.